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Update for anyone who cares
Ive started uni and the first few weeks were difficult but its ok now. My depression is better and my anxiety has really calmed down. I had a full on breakdown and had to lie and say I smoked weed so they wouldnt think id been crying but i havent cried since. My eating is ok but the drinking is bad. Sometimes i binge eat but only when im really bored and im eating about 1500 cal per day and going to the gym so i actually feel good. Ive got a proper boyfriend, not the destructive cunt i was seeing before but one who genuinely cares about me. We made it official the day before i started at uni but its going well and im in a good place. He knows about my destructive eating. Ive only been sick once since coming here and once when i went home but in comparison to before when it was every day or so im doing well i think
Update
So i managed my first night alone without a b/p episode so feeling good atm. Found a boy i like and its going good. Im no longer body shy which is great. I dont feel i need to wear a towel or dressing gown etc. Im probably a bit skinnier. My rib cage is more prominent. Ive been out a lot so ive drunk a lot recently which is good as im not home alone and im not eating everything in sight. Im getting 50% of my calories from alcohol atm which is a bad thing but im still getting my 5 a day and my 10 cups of coffee so life is good. Feeling way more confident too. Never knew life could get better after years of depression 😊





